Gonna let myself

Sorry.

I think I'm gonna keep grieving.
I think the moving on will happen, I think moving on is happening, but I'm not going to pretend to be moved on.
I think I'm gonna let myself be sad.
I'm gonna lay awake in the morning after the bad dream and sit with it.

I think I'm gonna let myself not get over it right now.

I think I'll keep listening to Lee Hazelwood and Mountain Goats.
I think I'll be ok with not being ok.

I'm going to be ok with not moving on right now.